Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I Miss You

Today is the five-month mark. From May 15th to October 15th. And I wonder when... if I will ever stop missing him. By degrees, the hurt and pain seems to lessen. But that ache, that very deep ache remains.

I need to record Greg’s voice – because I cannot remember the sound of it. I miss his hugs, his “I love you”s, his veggie-chopping while we are preparing another new dish to try. And here I am, typing and tears are loading up my eyes. Miss you, babe – and I hope somehow that you feel that. Love you…

2 comments:

Mary said...

Dear Jessica,
I'm sending you a hug today. I wish I could do more.
Take care,
Mary

txmomx6 said...

You are loved.
And there are many of us waking on this path, too. The 18th was my 10 month mark. The days get better .... the missing is still there.
I'm praying for you .....
J.